Sad and a change ... ouu and "fag"

Today has been one of those bipolar days i guess. First it was filled with quite the amazing relief you get after finishing your most hated exam. That for me is math and even tho i have a feeling that i won't pass , i love the idea of not worrying about that for at least a month,until results come out. I had the "almost there" smile on my face after going out of the wretched room :P . For some reason tho in mid afternoon i started feeling really sad.Why? No reason, no idea just so . Isn't that just lovely,

In other news i think i'll stop this (almost)daily blogging, because i feel like my posts are way too boring. It's likee just putting out new posts that are totally lacking in any blogging value. This means i'd probably write whenever something interesting happens, which would probably lead to a more sporadic posting. I hope that this would make for a slight improvement in the read-ability of whatever this is.

Hoping that i didn't just loose your time for absolutely nothing , i'll add this photo of the mega cute actor from "Eragon" :

and a gay themed comic:

Btw today on my exam papers i saw written "Fag" , which in Danish apparently means "Course". How random.
Ok i'll sign off here and do little cuz i'm quite tired(bad nights sleep + early exam = zZZz)

Update and blah

Sorry for not posting for a few days. I could come up with the generic excuse and say that life is hectic now and that i don't have time. But i'll be a little bit more honest and would give you real reasons. For some time now i have very big mood swings, ranging from very good moods when i talk to my few new online friends to extremely bad moods in the other times. This has of course made me a bit more apathetic about my blog and about life in general. On top of that one very good online friend , that has been there for me for a long time and also in my lowest of lows, is now going to be offline for the summer and that really is big bummer. It's awful cuz he's been keeping me sane and grounded when i go low.

This is not to say that i don't like my blog and my readers. Each and every comment i get is really awesome and am really amazed at the amount of readers i get. It's all greatly appreciated. Thank you guys.

As for me i don't really have no idea what i'm doing with my life right now. I'm waiting for the exams to pass and get back home for the summer. There at least i have friends so i'm imagining it being way better than it is here.

I should finish this downer post. So expect a normal post soon.

Happiness is just a dream :(

I know this is a place where i should write about  my life but until now (with exception of one post) it just didn't feel quite right to write about the bad times in my life when i feel down, depressed or just totally alone. This is just me i guess- never really talking or sharing my problems with people and just pretend i'm happy and OK. That is i guess the reason for my more seldom posts here cuz i don't feel comfortable troubling you with my whining. But yeah i will in very short vent out my feelings.  I really feel like in in a very big hole with  no real chance of something good ever happening to me. Sometimes it really feels like something has conspired against me to make me miserable. God i feel alone and maaan i hate being like that. I guess i should stop my whining . Baah i really hate life at times.

ps. I put one of those counter thingies and it turns out that either more people than i thought are reading the blog or someone is watching it lots of times (staaaalkers :P )

But yeah , bye