I know this is a place where i should write about my life but until now (with exception of one post) it just didn't feel quite right to write about the bad times in my life when i feel down, depressed or just totally alone. This is just me i guess- never really talking or sharing my problems with people and just pretend i'm happy and OK. That is i guess the reason for my more seldom posts here cuz i don't feel comfortable troubling you with my whining. But yeah i will in very short vent out my feelings. I really feel like in in a very big hole with no real chance of something good ever happening to me. Sometimes it really feels like something has conspired against me to make me miserable. God i feel alone and maaan i hate being like that. I guess i should stop my whining . Baah i really hate life at times.
ps. I put one of those counter thingies and it turns out that either more people than i thought are reading the blog or someone is watching it lots of times (staaaalkers :P )
But yeah , bye