Yay finished :) and lovely Frenchie :(

Yay after a week of working on this project i have finished my part and now i can par... hmmm wait ... have to study for the other exams :( And here i was getting excited. Especially having to study about one subject that i have no idea as to what is going on there would be even more exciting. Serves me right for paying attention and sometimes missing those lectures altogether. There's a little challenge for me i guess.
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In other news since semester 1 i met with one incredibly cute French guy and all thru that semester i met him either at parties at out place or somewhere else. I had a major crush on him(and not only cuz at one party i saw his bum) , but unfortunately after i moved after 1st semester and other circumstances i haven't seen much of him. So today while staying at the canteen for lunch i like see him and we small talk for a bit and i get a crushing news. His exams are soon and after that he'll be going to France (and he was an exchange student for a year). So yeah sad ending to a great adventure(well the adventure was only in my head but yer).
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This is getting ridiculous. I feel like i'm pregnant at times. I have mood slings all thru the day that range from being in a very uplifted mood to being very moody , then to apathy and then again happy and then go in a hole. Like seriously WT*?! I guess i should eat chocolate to cheat my brain into feeling awesome. Any other suggestions?

This is all for now. See ya next time.
*note to self- think of one good way to finish your blog posts and random lame ones* 

End of semester joys

I guess everyone who has been at school or university knows about the end of the year/semester joys. In short all the exams and big projects are put together in one amazingly excruciating month. This usually tends to be a bit of a stressful time for most people i must say. So as most students now i'm under the stress and am currently making a big a*s project with a group of 3 other people. Of course i'm not the only one that is under stress and today one of my group mates decided to go all PMS-y on me because she didn't like the phrasing of one sentence on my part of the project. I of course was the smarter one and gently explained what i meant and that she is being a bit foolish to act out over one sentence (while my brain was screaming :"Suck me you b***h"). It also made me appreciate that i like guys and not having to endure such crap in the event i have a bf.

This leads to me going to uni from 9 or 10 am and coming back at some random time and having to skip running for the day. Also today i worked on the project until 9 pm (just before i started writing this blog post[yeah i'm that commited to you guys :P ]).
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I want to say how much i hate grocery shopping. It's not because of the usual reasons but because i always end up buying stuff that i really don't need. One of the things that i bought today and was totally useless was professional grade whitening tooth paste. Why the hell would i need that? Because it was discounted of course and i felt the immediate need to buy it. Damn you in store advertising/marketing. I'm always amazed at how such a simple thing can manipulate us so well.

The bad thing is that most of the times the stupid and useless thing we buy tends to be junk food. Tho thanks to my firm policy on eating healthy i don't easily fall victim to junk food manipulation.
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Damn this good weather! Coming back from uni there were so many hotties in summer gear that i was hoping one would come to me and embrace me. It was so bad that while mentally falling totally inlove with one piece of heaven guy (and probably starring like an idiot) i could have been hit by a car , if it wasn't for the polite driver stopping and letting me pass.
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You can stop reading here , because what follows is some geeky info. Thanks to putting a stat counter on the blog i see how many people actually stop by and watch my blog. Most visitors i have from Denmark- 29.8% , but that's more me watching my blog,comments and answering to comments. So the real leader is the United Kingdom with 20.4% of my viewership. Next in line are people coming from the USA with 15% . Funny thing about those is that it's mostly people stumbling on the blog and not returning. 3rd would be people comming from Australia with 13.4%. Then Canada with 7.8% and the interesting thing is that it's almost entirely by one person who regularly comes and visits. I'm curious as to who that is so i'd appreciate if you comment :) . Then it's Germany with 6.4% .  The most interesting views i've had are 2 views in 2 days from the US navy stationed somewhere in the Atlantic ocean near Africa.

So this is for today guys. See ya next time.
ps i know how my blog would never go mainstream(not that i'm aiming at that) , because not many people would ever go into the trouble of reading such long posts.

What keeps you here? + song

Today i was browsing around the blogosphere and was reading random post from various blogs. While reading the posts i was clicking on the plugs to other blogs and what i noticed and found interesting was that around 90% of the blogs were either deleted or long forgotten. I'm thinking if this writing online is just a phase in some people's life and it's just a way to fill some void in their life. Are a lot of the gay blogs just a place that many people express their frustration and when something good (as getting a bf) happens they no longer need to write to people they don't know. You can see it everywhere - most bloggers stop blogging after 6 months or max an year. Or maybe i should ask people who have had their blogs for a long time - What keeps you writing your life's on a regular basis for such a long time?

Yeah just a thought i had today.

In other news i want : 

I feel like :

That's all for tonight folks. See ya next time :)

Coming out

As the title says the idea of "coming out" has been a lot in my head recently. It's not really because i feel the need to do it , but because of a few other things. Tho before that i want to quote a few points from the "Coming out tips" post from this site  i found very funny. 

... 2. Never come out in a moving vehicle. ... 8. Be sober! ...

16. If your audience had that deer in the headlights look, don’t make any quick moves. 17. Breathe. (seriously)

I started thinking about this for a few reasons. First was Micky's comment on a post from a few days ago. The second thing were the videos of people's coming out stories on Youtube , posted on the same site as the quote from above. 

Most of the videos had a very positive note to them. It was how guys came out to their friends and family and how this was such a relief and everything was such so much better.  Micky's point of view(for my post) was that the coming out thing would be good just because people would not throw stupid, juvenile and infuriating gay jokes in my presence.  

I personally don't think that a few words said to your family and friends can make such a big positive change. I'm actually thinking that doing so would bring far more down sides thanks to the ignorant and rudimentary thinking of some people.  It could alienate friends and make some people be aggressive to you just because you are different. It can also be bad for my future career. I also don't like the notion of "coming out" , because i see it in a way as me coming to you and explaining myself as different from the norms that someone has set. I should be able to go hand in hand with the person i love and that shouldn't be a problem. Maybe i'm too idealistic i don't know. 

This is not to say that i think people shouldn't come out. On the opposite , gays fighting for their freedom of speech and ability to express themselves as they wish. I think this has lead to making our society a bit more accepting. 

But i guess maybe i'm scared of change or some could call me gutless , but i don't plan to go and tell everyone that i like guys. It's probably the way i am i don't know and just wouldn't see myself any happier if i did it. 

Tho if i get a boyfriend i can rethink my way of thinking. So guys i'm single :P just phone me and we can think of something :P 

Around the world trip !!

*Caution very long post

Come one, come all you're about to embark on a fictional journey around the world. Please put on your seat belts and get your survival gear because we are going to pass thru some wild places. This journey is going to start in dear old Europe and take us more than 42 000 km across the globe. We are going to visit 5 different continents and the best part of everything is this is an all expense trip , courtesy of our sponsors. (editor: we don't have any sponsors)

Our journey begins from dear old Denmark. Our first flight takes us to Copenhagen (København), we are going to stay at this destination 4 days. Why do we come here, because as you might know from a previous post of mine I really like the historical and modern ambient of this great city. So i made this selfish decision to bring you all my readers first here. Our next flight would take us to the city of Stockholm. We would stay a few days here and explore this very interesting in my opinion destination. (And here we're doing some perving on the beautiful blond hotties). Next we leave Scandinavia and fly off to Prague(Praha, Czech Republic) , because by many accounts this is one of the most beautiful old cities in Europe. We have a few sightseeing days and we fly out to Italy and do a quick tour in Rome, Milano and fly for some beach action to Sardinia.  We don't stay too long because oour next destination is the wonderfully amazing Costa del Sol in Spain.  There we stay for a week , because it's that awesome!!! After our healthy doze of tan and vitamin D we go to Barcelona and Madrid , because we are awesome like that and we need to practice our Spanish a bit more. Then we fly off to Paris , because what trip would be complete without a stay there.  Our next destination would take us to the Alps in Switzerland and eat chocolate and fondue till our arteries clog. We also ride cows or whatever people there do :P. After that we fly out to Amsterdam , not because we are pot heads or enjoy legal prostitution , but because we can enjoy just the awesomeness of the city :) . Now we'll leave continental Europe and go to London , because you guys know that i love that city. We stay there some time and we make a quick tour around Britain visiting Glasgow and Dublin in the process.

 Now it's time to leave Europe and visit the Big Apple where people are said to be rude and not seeing in what an amazing city they live in. After being dragged by our asses to leave we fly out to Miami , because we want to party and work on our tan some more. Having some great time we fly out to Montreal , because Canada is an infinitely interesting destination in my opinion. Then we fly for a quick visit to Toronto and then Vancouver. Then we fly south somewhere in the woods in Oregon and have a bit of a break in some wooden lodges.  Having rested a bit we go further down into the city of San Francisco , just cuz our sponsors pay :P . Then we fly off to the Hollywood mecca Los Angeles. We try and be a cast to a movie , because we're that special and everyone wants us in their movies. Then we fly off to one of my all time favorite places in the world - the beach of San Diego. There we stay at a beach villa and admire all the skater cuties and just sink into the atmosphere.

We are suddenly flying of to South America and directly in Brazil. We bum around the beaches in Sao Paulo. The we fly off and enjoy if we're lucky the carnival in Rio de Janeiro . The we all fly off to Buenos Aires , just because i'm curious to see what it is there and for the same reason we also go to Santiago in Chile. This post is getting way long so i'm going to go fast thru the next ones.

We fly off to New Zealand , because it looked really awesome in Lord of the Rings and then we fly to another close to my heart country Australia. There we visit Sydney and stay longer in Melbourne(sorry Perth we're going to skip you :( ) Then we fly off to Thailand and again not because of the prostitution (thai massages) , but because it's super interesting country. Then we fly to Japan because it's so much different from anything else. Then we go to my TOP destination i want to go on holiday Mauritius!!! There we stay quite long and after that you readers of my fictional journey go home. 

I hope you liked my journey and hope you also lived thru my little fantasy. Thanks for reading. 

Facts Facts Facts

So i see a trend here. My most commented, most requested and second most viewed post (for the previous facts post ) are my random facts posts. After such overwhelming pressure i'm going to write another one to please my readers. * I want to write a more serious post , but i don't know what to be for... tried writing a one for my family and past , but it was kind of long and i didn't know if it'd be even read(any ideas)*

Thanks to Micky i have a few questions. 

-What do you usually wear - like I mean clothes?

I wonder what else you could have meant by that , that you had to explain :P . So lets start from the bottoms up. I wear sneakers, which are semi sporty , semi official. I have a pair of running Adidas , a pair of leather Nike's and the newest ones are Porsche Design Adidas sneakers. The latter look very awesome but are probably the least comfy of the bunch. Going up now. When it's the season i wear tight jeans - not skinny tho . I like my bum in tight jeans. T-shirts and hoodies are dominated by a surfer theme. I love surfer fashion. Love Rip Curl, O'neil, Billabong and you get the point. I have a few shirts and an official coat if the need has it.Btw also loves Abercrombie and Fitch , but i've only had 2 things from em , back from when i was in the US. :( 

- And what would you wear if you could?

I really like skinny jeans, but i don't think i'll ever buy ones because i don't think i'd look good in such. I'd like to wear either beanies or the summer surfer hats. One of either i should get cuz my hair is going longer then ever (which is not that long) and i need something cool to keep it in place. Also i like the wide surfer sneakers , but i dunno how they were called. I like some of the bright t-shirts of the so called emos.

-And what do you wear in bed?

Boxers and a t-shirt.

Now for some facts.

• I'd love to travel and i have already decided which countries i'd visit if I could do a tour around the world
• I have trained tennis for 7 years. Love the sport!
• If i could have one thing right here and now i'd choose having someone to love and cuddle 
• When i was little i really liked to play with fire and still do to some extent.
• I have a bigger brother
• I love playing video games and i used to play a lot. Now i still love games but i have no motivation to play.
• I love skinny guys or slightly muscled
• Good hair is a big turn on for me. 
• I prefer fruity cakes to chocolate ones
• I'm not the biggest fan of heights, other fears i have are from snakes and spiders.
• I don't have a high self-esteem
• Sometimes i talk to myself.
• I wish i could turn back time and change a bunch of stuff in my past
• I have 227 songs on my phone.
• When i was young i really wanted to do pottery, later on i wanted to do wooden figures
• I used to draw decently good , but haven't tried in ages.
• I don't like the question - What music do you like
• In first grade all the girls in my class liked me. 

Now for a few pervy ones.

• I trim my naughty parts and would expect when i'm with someone to do too
• I have no idea if i'd be a top or bottom.
• Most days i wank at least once , but once or twice a month i go crazy horny and that number goes way up

Last 5 facts.

• I consider myself an extroverted introvert ... in other words i appear very open but i'm very closed(tho in Denmark i think i've gone to just an introvert).
• When i open naughty sites i always use private mode on my browser
• You probably didn't see that there is a full stop on every 2nd fact. 
• I hate people using my computers
• My parents live together but they haven't talk to each other in 10 years.

26 facts for your reading pleasure. Until next time :)

Quickie

This is going to be a quickie post just to share one pet peeves i have.

So today was quite the tiring day. I had to wake up way earlier than what i'm used to these few weeks. This was because i had to do work for the final project we have with my group mates. This meant staying at uni from 10 till half past 4. YAY 

So now we go to the pet peeves part. During one of the breaks we made we were talking about one guy from another class. He's very awful and we were like saying how awful he is and one of the girls said :" ... and i really think he's gay. " Of course i let it slide and there were some gay jokes. What really annoys me is how being gay was showed as being something negative. I really hate these gay jokes and can someone explain to me why being gay is ridiculed or something bad ?? 

Till next time :)